Wisdom dawns upon me. I need to spend more time studying. Even if it means going through crappy pages of awkwardness you'd rather not internalize cross-checking it with the syllabus.

So, if you find me around, send me back to studying.

Another thing, adding to my worries is that time is running out for me. It's enticing to have time race with you. But, after a while, when you see it flash before you and ... you're tired to even look up and take notice, it gets scary.

This thing has been persistently worrying me. Okay, it's a new day, maybe ... if I think too much, there'll be a new way of looking at it!